Someone once told me many years ago as a child that you have to choose; either you win or lose because you can’t have everything, so don’t even bother taking any chances through life at the end of the day you might feel the pain and don’t use love in vain. This is because love won’t set you free but I just can’t stand by the side lines anymore and watch my life pass me by because I’m so unhappy but the safest that I could be.
As I cry out to you in the night sky asking so what if it hurts me? So what if I break down? How will I know if this world throws me off the edge when my feet runs out of the ground. I got to find my sound, I just want to hear my sound of laughter because I really don’t care about the pain that’s expected of me. I just trying to be happy. I just want to be happy.
Holding on so tightly because I don’t want to let it go but as I’m playing my role it’s starting to slowly disappear. All these days feel like they are just the same; just different faces, different names I just want you to get me out of here but I can’t stand by your side anymore and go to speak I have to watch this life pass me by. Yet those questions keep on coming back to me; what if it hurts me? What if I break down? What if this world just throws me off the edge? Will my feet run out of ground to walk on? I just got to find my place, I want to hear my sound, I don’t care about all the pain in front of me. I’m just trying to be happy.
So if there’s any turns that I can’t see in front of me I’m a stranger on this road; please don’t say I’m a victim, please don’t say anything at all. I just want to be happy.
Written By Lizzy Johnson
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